R[epeat]

I can't afford to have even the slightest mistake.

Its my final exam this 7 in the morning. And if I don't get 100 out of 100, I won't pass.

As if I would repeat such subject.. not in my life! I don't want to suffer another term for such subject not even the tiniest bit related to my course!

wish me the best of luck!

~L

Kill me baby!

I did something really embarrassing today!

Really....

I really need your opinion so comment after this..



On our philosophy class...

We had a debate.. You know about it right?
Our group was assigned to prove the "Existence of God"

Of course I believe in God too!
But, it's really hard defending right?

I really wanted to speak... but I can't think of anything to defend my group..

So I went to my professor's table and told him
"Would you allow me to defend individually for the Non-existence of God?"

I know I sounded like someone who didn't believe in God that time.. 

He just told me..
"Now? It's fine, I'll give you time later.."

So the arguments resumed..
He gave time for both groups to say a few last words and so they did...

He declared the winner for the debate.. it's the group that proved the "Existence of God"
My group on top of that...
(Honestly, My group did well, the other group could have defended their group but they were not that prepared..)

I thought it was over but he called me to speak for myself...

I was nervous and shaking while defending for the "Non existence" as requested..
I started telling them that I do believe in God but I'm doing it for the sake of the debate..
I just talk continuously... and the Professor took note of the things that I pointed out...
After that, I just sat and he started talking again...

He explained those points one by one... Some of them are convincing while the others wasn't satisfying...
Then we decided to continue again next meeting...



I need your opinion!!! Should I regret? That I did that? I wanted to speak up for the debate and not just to agree with my classmates when I have something in mind... I'm really bothered with that.. 

Also, do you think my Professor got mad at me? Offended? or something? 

Lastly, I figured something out from that debate..

I think it's not important whether God exists or not...
I believe in God not because I'm scared or uneasy about the thought that there wasn't anyone to watch for me from above..
I believe in God because it's making my life meaningful...

~D

tralala~ ♪

I'm soo happy~ ~~~ヾ(＾∇＾) ♪

I got my planned schedule!

except for one subject though.. Even so, I'm truly really happy and grateful to have a wonderful schedule next term. I'm not really worried about being alone anymore, I really love it when I gain lots of friends~ (*≧▽≦)  Oh, I don't have any class in the main building anymore, I would really like to have even at least one class there though. For a change in atmosphere, its really suffocating to just stay in one building and see the same people wearing the same clothes studying the same things everyday.. (*´ο`*)

I felt both happiness and disappointment during my fine dining.

I was wondering how I could finish a 6 meal course for dinner but, the food was just fantastic! Its so delicious that I didn't even notice how full I am, not until dessert! ~(>_<。)

Oh, another thing.. It was really amusing that it was not only just us who were being graded. The event managers, the cooks, and the butlers are all students being graded! (we're different year levels) fuu~ I can't believe that there are so much students benefiting from that fine dining activity. ( ^‐^)_且~~ fufuu~

I felt a little disappointed because of our evaluator. He wasn't serious. He acts too casual. Its good in some way since we didn't feel any pressure at all. But.. It beats the purpose of the activity.. （￣へ￣）I wish I can evaluate him too.. haha! Anyways, the restaurant is really pretty.. *nods*  very much to my liking~

~L

SJ con~!

Today, I went to SJ Con with our ELF friends~

We reached the venue around 9:50 something in the morning...

We went that early for the freebies which are only for early birds...

Unfortunately, they only gave the first 20 those special freebies... (guess what???? An ALBUM for each of those 20 lucky elfs..)

Many ELFs came... I think it's close to 2000 ?

It's really fun~ You'll have to hear a lot from that event! ^^

The raffles we're really unbelievable! They gave away too many albums and prizes!

There's this one girl who came home with 17 albums of SJ.. ALL FOR HERSELF!!!!

Honestly I felt envious of that girl! She's too lucky!



I also met my classmate from Grade two there~

We somehow got connected again because of SJ~

It felt nice that people from many years ago still remember you...

She even told me some of the memories we had as classmates...



Anyway, there might be a second part or maybe next year they would have another big fan gathering like this again~

You should be able to come next time!

Also~ Have lots of fun on your vacation!

See yaaaa~!



(btw, If I'm having grammatical/typographical errors.. Please do edit them for me... heh heh... :P)

~D

Arrived in Kuala Lumpur!

heree I am!
I traveled alone, it was fine, except that I was really lonely the whole travel.. TT^TT

How was my first night in Malaysia?
The people seems nice.. oh, and our taxi driver was reaaaaally kind and generous..
He brought us to a place where we can see a nice view of the Petronas Tower.. And he even treated one of us a drink! we were really surprised by his generosity.. I mean, shouldn't it be us who should be treating him?

oh, and another thing, this night, my ulcer acted up so I wasn't able to go to the pool, to the gym, or to the sauna.. I stayed at home..（；_・）well, I have no one to blame, its my fault for not having to eat 
anything at all since breakfast.. then I ate Ice cream for dinner.. 

It was really stupid of me to do that.. I'm reflecting on it..  m(_ _)m  ゴメンナサイ じぶん

oh well, I'm fine now..

anyways, good luck with the SJ con, I really wanna go.. >=( but since I can't, go and buy me some おみやげ .. I want hyukko, okay?

~L

That Day I Have To Choose

Every year, That day I bloomed
Choices are given for me to choose;
Any choice leads to treasures weeping
Treasures to which, of course, of equal meaning,
May I please not choose
Between those two important treasures?

Every year, That day I bloomed
Am forced to choose,
Caught in between, painfully wondering
Which treasure to shine, which treasure to rust..
May we just stop this feast
Before I turned into a beast?

Every year, that day I bloomed
Constantly wishing for that shine to shone
Upon those treasures I wish to glow
Thinking hard why I cannot choose both
May no treasure rust as I choose my choice

Oh, This year! on the day I bloomed
Even just this day, hear my plea
Of seeing both treasures shine with glee..
But tears filled the eyes and blurred the sight
Realizing how impossible this wish of mine
May I have the strength not to whine..

~L

Our Heritage Tour!

Sepetember 07, 2012.. We had our heritage tour at Cavite, Tagaytay and Taal..

My first time coming to a school trip in college~

It was really fun~ Even though it only lasted for less than a day..

We went to a sort of museum on an old house in Cavite...

I fell in love with the old Filipino house......

I reaaaally like it... I forgot my liking for modern style houses....

It's a big old house that was owned by a wealthy family before... I guess?? 

I wasn't really paying attention to the tour guide... sorry...

It's like a Filipino version of Ciel's mansion.... heehee

 

Too bad we're not allowed to take pictures inside.... tch.

Then we went to Taal

On a camera museum.. :)

It rained heavily so we went back quickly at our bus..

Oh... I also fell sick twice on that day...

I had allergies because of the hot weather in the morning and had colds in the evening because of the rain...

I blame the bus for that... :|

 Then we traveled quite far and reached our last destination at Tagaytay...

We just ate a nice meal~

It was so tiring that I fell asleep on the bus... 

And I reached home by 11:30 when it's supposed to be by 7:30...

Anyways... It's still priceless that I had so much fun with everyone...

I have something to show you~

I want this jacket..

Taa-daa! (/^-^)ノ
I drew this while slacking off.. 
but this... this isn't the one I'm gonna show you, its something else.. haha.

We're going to eat in a buffet later, so I'm doing my best to starve my self.

ah, I also have something to confess.. I didn't download what you asked me to download.. I was too absorbed with reading bokura ga ita... ugh.. obata-sensei loves to makes the readers cryy.. you must read it too!

I'm talking with you on the phone right now, at this very moment...
Ittekimasu!

~L

here it goes..

baaka! I don't have the wisdom to understand everything nor a big heart to accept everything I understand.. But seeing you giving off a lot of effort just to understand me, makes me unconsciously try my best to understand you.  That's why, who I am now is not only partly but mostly thanks to you. Rather than thanking me, thank yourself for making me able to understand not only you but a lot of things as well..

by the way, I've been meaning to say this to you, don't be too hard on yourself. Its okay to get mad at other people too. I'm not saying its good though.. I'm just saying that its fine.. don't blame yourself every time you have negative feelings (such as being angry at them, or disappointed in them) towards others. That kind of feeling exist not because you hate them but it is a proof that you care for them.

That's what I thought. I can't explain it very well... but as long as you have the gist of it then its fine.

Thank you. 

＼（＾∀＾）メ（＾∀＾）ノ

~L

too bad.. oh well..

＼(￣▽￣)ノ congratulations on being one of those lucky ones in the raffle! really.. I envy you guys.. I wanna meet them too! too bad that I wasn't able to go. Its okay though, I received a great amount of happiness as well on that day~ ♪

(*＾▽＾)／ Ta-da-i-ma! (its too late for this but, oh well..) Just got back from our tour and I already miss South Korea. I can't explain in details how fun it is there.. While I was there, i kept thinking to myself, "ah.. I'm going to visit this place again.. someday.. with my takarahito-tachi" by the way, its Nanta Show, Myeondong and the city that I enjoyed the most!

Picture taken at N Seoul Tower, Teddy Bear Museum

Yappari, travelling in different countries is amazing! new environment, new experiences, and new encounters just makes me feel wonderful!

In the future, I'm going to travel to a lot of different countries! not as a tourist though, but as a maitre patissier!

I'll work hard~ (but not too hard （＾ｖ＾）fufu..)

~L

Have a safe trip~!!

Yah!

I was chosen for the raffle!!

Thank you for buying the two shirts with mine....

I also feel bad about the XL sized shirt.... gomene

It feels good....

but I also feel bad for our friend....

Well, you know, she sacrificed a lot for us...

I don't know what to do....

Btw... Itterashai!

Have fun on your trip! ♥

~D

H E Y !!

Yo~ We totally forgot about this blog huh?

Well, I have something to post~ ^^ yay!

Lately... yeah... sorry... again this is about school stuffs....

Don't worry, this time I'm not complaining...

uhh.... then.....

You knew everything that happened with me during the past few weeks...

and....

I thought I should thank you... for listening...

For listening to my selfish reasons...

my complaints....

and me being upset...

You listened to me... and cheered me up... (just so you know~)

We're both not the kind of person to say stuffs like this usually...

So sorry for this sudden post...

I know you're my true friend,

not because we've known each other for years

but because you always understand me better than anyone else...

dakara.... A R I G A T O U~! 

 

~D

Bitter.....

You should have lots of fun during your tour!!!!!! ^^ 

It's a good thing that things are going fine for you.... really.. I'm envious.... 

I feel so depressed.... I'll tell you everything when we meet... Don't forget my pasalubong!!!!!

~D

kare kano

Here at the airport... waiting for our flight.
soooo sleepy!

I'll edit this post later... =.=''

~L

Yappari~

Happy things keep happening today!

I wasn't able to do anything for JC except to keep visiting and keep praying.
Yesterday I was really desperate to do something about the tour but God did not let me do anything. He did everything by Himself! The moment I woke up, I checked my messages and found out that there's no need to re-schedule our tour! She was already feeling a lot better, the doctor said it was fine for her to go with us with the tour ^____^ (he was against it at first, JC's mom was really worried).

Then at school, my friends remembered about white Day. Even without their white day presents, just knowing that they remembered is more than enough for me. (I seriously forgot about white day, >XD) It feels like they really appreciated my chocolates~ fuuuu~ It makes me wanna make more <3

How about you? Are things going well for you?

Kami-sama wa ore no koto wo daisuki da tto omou,
dakara Kami-sama no koto wo daiji ni shitai~
Minna mo sore to Chikyuu mo daiji ni suru....
konna yakusoku wo dekinai kedo 
Ore wa kore wo itte nakatta wasuremasen.. zettai ni!


~L

Lovely Complex

woah! and here I thought you weren't planning on posting. >X0

TT^TT
I'm disappointed. I don't think I'll have 'fun' on our tour anymore. JC is confined in a hospital right now and she had to re-schedule her tour. Guess what? she doesn't have any close friends (or even someone she knows except for one guy) on her new schedule. Meaning, she'll be alone! geez! how depressing is that!! I know I'll be fine since I'll be with our other friend but knowing she'll be alone is really depressing. We planned everything we wanna do and talked about it a lot. We were this excited, so who would have thought.... waaaaaaaaah!

;;>.<;;
We visited her. She seems fine about it but her mother told me that she really wasn't. JC is the kind of person who doesn't really like to talk about what she thinks or feels especially when there's a lot of people around. Though she's always silent and calm, I can tell whether she's really happy or not. That's what makes me feel down. She talks like everything is fine and yet who would be fine being alone on a tour which you anticipated so much.

That's why,
 I'll do something about this! We're gonna go together! I'll make sure that the three of us would have fun without leaving someone out!!

Ore no dekiru koto wa zenbu suru kara, ato wa kami-sama to makasete shimasu.


~L

Sorry!!!!

Yo~

Reeaally soorry! I thought you weren't posting yet!

I was busy for that performance on JPOP Fest~ It went well!!! (I think?)
I feel contented~
uwaaa~

Next time I'll show you the video~ ^^

weeeeeeeeeeeee~

~D


. . . how do you do that font style? I dunno how to use this! doooh!  >.<

Nodame Cantabile!

We made Crab meat omelet and Leche flan on our food chemistry class~


Its exactly 12:42 in my watch and I'm still not done with my merciless homework. Know why?
because I haven't started doing it yet... *facepalm* Its not something to be proud of, isn't it? (ー_ー)!!


oh well, I better get started~


heey~ are you even planning on posting!? mattaku!


~L

yokatta!

I had soo much fun yesterday at the cosplay event... Seeing a lot of cosplayers made me wanna cosplay real soon!
You! yess, YOU! you promised that you're going to save money so hurry up!! >=0

Welcome back, Laptop-san!! I'm really glad she's all cured and well~
Now, I dont have to pester my brothers!! hontou ni yokatta wa~

kinou to kyou wa tanoshiikatta na~ ashita wa dou ka na?


~L

mou ichido yoroshiku ne~

ho ho ho! first to post!

I'm bored!

but it doesn't mean that I'm not busy. I AM busy. I have plenty of things to do and to finish, I just lack motivation to do anything right now. Oh well, we all know that I wont move a muscle unless I REALLY have to, besides, I'm good at cramming! what can go wrong..     ヽ（´ー｀）┌

I'm going to finish rewatching Liar Game today!
Looking forward to tomorrow's cosplay event~ ヽ(^。^)ノ

kyou wa... mellow da ne~  saikou no aji da tto omou!



~L