Lovely Complex

woah! and here I thought you weren't planning on posting. >X0

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I'm disappointed. I don't think I'll have 'fun' on our tour anymore. JC is confined in a hospital right now and she had to re-schedule her tour. Guess what? she doesn't have any close friends (or even someone she knows except for one guy) on her new schedule. Meaning, she'll be alone! geez! how depressing is that!! I know I'll be fine since I'll be with our other friend but knowing she'll be alone is really depressing. We planned everything we wanna do and talked about it a lot. We were this excited, so who would have thought.... waaaaaaaaah!

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We visited her. She seems fine about it but her mother told me that she really wasn't. JC is the kind of person who doesn't really like to talk about what she thinks or feels especially when there's a lot of people around. Though she's always silent and calm, I can tell whether she's really happy or not. That's what makes me feel down. She talks like everything is fine and yet who would be fine being alone on a tour which you anticipated so much.

That's why,
 I'll do something about this! We're gonna go together! I'll make sure that the three of us would have fun without leaving someone out!!

Ore no dekiru koto wa zenbu suru kara, ato wa kami-sama to makasete shimasu.


~L