Its really painful for me that I cannot do anything for you at this kind of time.. Its annoying how I'm always like this..
Sorry that, that wasn't much comforting.. Thats all I could think of saying.. I really want to comfort you that time I called but all I did was cry.. You even did the talking. I don't even know why but it really hurts, I could feel my chest tightens, I couldn't even understand what you were saying on the phone, sorry. It was really painful, its as if its my father who left. Then hearing your crying voice made it more painful..
I'm sorry.. I can't seem to find the right words. Truth is, I'm also at loss. I'm probably also grieving. Afterall, your father is also my father. What you lost, I also lose.
Lets both stay strong.
-L
