Kill me baby!

I did something really embarrassing today!

Really....

I really need your opinion so comment after this..



On our philosophy class...

We had a debate.. You know about it right?
Our group was assigned to prove the "Existence of God"

Of course I believe in God too!
But, it's really hard defending right?

I really wanted to speak... but I can't think of anything to defend my group..

So I went to my professor's table and told him
"Would you allow me to defend individually for the Non-existence of God?"

I know I sounded like someone who didn't believe in God that time.. 

He just told me..
"Now? It's fine, I'll give you time later.."

So the arguments resumed..
He gave time for both groups to say a few last words and so they did...

He declared the winner for the debate.. it's the group that proved the "Existence of God"
My group on top of that...
(Honestly, My group did well, the other group could have defended their group but they were not that prepared..)

I thought it was over but he called me to speak for myself...

I was nervous and shaking while defending for the "Non existence" as requested..
I started telling them that I do believe in God but I'm doing it for the sake of the debate..
I just talk continuously... and the Professor took note of the things that I pointed out...
After that, I just sat and he started talking again...

He explained those points one by one... Some of them are convincing while the others wasn't satisfying...
Then we decided to continue again next meeting...



I need your opinion!!! Should I regret? That I did that? I wanted to speak up for the debate and not just to agree with my classmates when I have something in mind... I'm really bothered with that.. 

Also, do you think my Professor got mad at me? Offended? or something? 

Lastly, I figured something out from that debate..

I think it's not important whether God exists or not...
I believe in God not because I'm scared or uneasy about the thought that there wasn't anyone to watch for me from above..
I believe in God because it's making my life meaningful...

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tralala~ ♪

I'm soo happy~ ~~~ヾ(＾∇＾) ♪

I got my planned schedule!

except for one subject though.. Even so, I'm truly really happy and grateful to have a wonderful schedule next term. I'm not really worried about being alone anymore, I really love it when I gain lots of friends~ (*≧▽≦)  Oh, I don't have any class in the main building anymore, I would really like to have even at least one class there though. For a change in atmosphere, its really suffocating to just stay in one building and see the same people wearing the same clothes studying the same things everyday.. (*´ο`*)

I felt both happiness and disappointment during my fine dining.

I was wondering how I could finish a 6 meal course for dinner but, the food was just fantastic! Its so delicious that I didn't even notice how full I am, not until dessert! ~(>_<。)

Oh, another thing.. It was really amusing that it was not only just us who were being graded. The event managers, the cooks, and the butlers are all students being graded! (we're different year levels) fuu~ I can't believe that there are so much students benefiting from that fine dining activity. ( ^‐^)_且~~ fufuu~

I felt a little disappointed because of our evaluator. He wasn't serious. He acts too casual. Its good in some way since we didn't feel any pressure at all. But.. It beats the purpose of the activity.. （￣へ￣）I wish I can evaluate him too.. haha! Anyways, the restaurant is really pretty.. *nods*  very much to my liking~

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SJ con~!

Today, I went to SJ Con with our ELF friends~

We reached the venue around 9:50 something in the morning...

We went that early for the freebies which are only for early birds...

Unfortunately, they only gave the first 20 those special freebies... (guess what???? An ALBUM for each of those 20 lucky elfs..)

Many ELFs came... I think it's close to 2000 ?

It's really fun~ You'll have to hear a lot from that event! ^^

The raffles we're really unbelievable! They gave away too many albums and prizes!

There's this one girl who came home with 17 albums of SJ.. ALL FOR HERSELF!!!!

Honestly I felt envious of that girl! She's too lucky!



I also met my classmate from Grade two there~

We somehow got connected again because of SJ~

It felt nice that people from many years ago still remember you...

She even told me some of the memories we had as classmates...



Anyway, there might be a second part or maybe next year they would have another big fan gathering like this again~

You should be able to come next time!

Also~ Have lots of fun on your vacation!

See yaaaa~!



(btw, If I'm having grammatical/typographical errors.. Please do edit them for me... heh heh... :P)

~D